Mica Miller Left Journals—What She Wrote About JP

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After Mica Miller died, her family went through her journals and diaries, piecing together everything that she had written.

What they uncovered was a harrowing catalog of allegations against her husband, Pastor John Paul Miller. I should say, the front, JP has denied any involvement in anything, basically from the federal charges to the death of Mica Miller. He maintains his innocence. He's never been charged in connection with her murder, but he is facing those federal charges that connect to the stalking and all of the events leading up to the unaliving of Mica Miller.

So what can we glean from all of that? What exactly did he do that literally has led to, what is he accused of doing, that has literally led to proposed legislation so other women never have to fall victim and experience the cruelty, the alleged cruelty, the alleged degration. I mean, I don't even know what words, it's so disturbing what JP Miller is alleged to have done to Mica Miller while she was alive. It's really not words for it. There's a consequence for it, and it involves dismembering John-Paul Miller and sprinkling his parts across a railroad track, only to have them eaten by wild animals and have locomotives potentially run over those parts repeatedly for weeks on end, while forest fires eventually devastate the region, destroying his remains and taking them to ash. Only for Satan to pull them into the depths of hell to say, this guy is too dark for us.

That's the consequence. Is that too much?

I don't know. I was just like, where do we go with this? What would be the meaning? Because with something that gross and that disgusting, if the allegations are true against John-Paul Miller, you know, if they're that dark, there's just, it's like, you don't even want to bury somebody like that after they're removed from the plants. Like the earth doesn't, like, you might contaminate the soil. You're that gross. You're that disgusting. Even the earthworms don't want to eat your body. It's just like, I'll pass. I'll go over here and die in a puddle.

That touch and that shit, that's what the earthworms say. To your body, John Paul, as it rots underneath the ground.

He'd allegedly declared Mica bipolar, held on to a lithium prescription and forced her to take it. And the lithium prescription was allegedly his. By the way, there's laws about that too. Giving people your prescriptions, that's the allegation. He allegedly forced testosterone ejections into her arms and thighs. And whenever she tried to sleep, he'd allegedly pull the covers off her body over and over until she gave up and slept in the car. Turn the lights on and off at night. You know, nice, loving things that you do to your wife. Or as John Paul Miller says, his mentally ill wife. That's what makes it even scarier and worse is, JP, if she was in fact mentally ill, which she might have been, although there's not really a lot of proof, even according to her own divorce attorney, that she had these diagnoses that you claim that she had.

Let's just for a moment of argument say, say she was. Why the fuck are you doing things like that to a mentally ill person? Is that part of the train of helping them?

Because that, I mean, that just seems ridiculous, cruel, inhumane, insane, evil, one might say.

If those allegations are true. On April 27th of 2024, 30 year old Mica Miller was found dead at Lumber River State Park in North Carolina just two days earlier. She had served JPMiller with divorce papers. The North Carolina medical examiner eventually ruled her death an S by self-infliction of a gunshot wound. JPMiller was already telling the church that before any sort of ruling had ever come out, getting ahead of the narrative like a good narcissist does to his flying monkeys. JPMiller hasn't been charged in connection with her death, though he has pled not guilty to separate federal charges. We can't diagnose JP as a narcissist. We can just take a look at his behavior and go, these seem to fit these sort of strands, these sort of prerequisites. Your behavior is reminiscent of it. Then in August 26, Netflix dropped the three-part documentary called Death of a Pastor's Wife, and suddenly, Mica's own voice, her words, her personal footage, her frantic calls to 911 was placed in front of 200 million subscribers. The biggest, brightest light that JP Miller had dreaded ever following him, as much as he loves the spotlight, this is a light, he can't escape. And all of his flying monkeys have scattered. I know the light's just on you, JP.