Rant of the week

**May-May** (0:00)
This is not, what is this food? What is this food? I am so grateful, thank you so much for cooking.
Thanks for cooking for us. We did a great job today.

**SPEAKER_2** (0:13)
By we, you and me.

**Zee** (0:15)
Literally, every time you're like, oh, I'm gonna cook for you, by I, I mean we, and by we, you mean me.

**May-May** (0:22)
It's ice, it's ice. It's our way of cooking.

**Zee** (0:32)
So, I was supposed to hang out with someone, right?

**May-May** (0:35)
The other day.

**Zee** (0:38)
My thing is, my thing is, my time is becoming money. I'm not gonna say that it is yet, because, you know, we're all evolving, and I'm still figuring myself out, and I have to work on a lot of stuff for myself. So, I'm not there yet. But, my time is becoming money. One of my pet peeves, actually the biggest pet peeve for me, is someone flicking on me. So, if you make plans, right, for at least a few days or whatever, and last minute, you just cancel on me out of nowhere when you know I'm getting ready, or you know I had like organized my day around it, or whatever, that shit pisses me off. Now, in this case, this was like our first time, you know, hanging out and stuff, right? So, I didn't take it to that extreme, but it's just funny when people are like, oh, I'm not fake, I'm not, you know, this and this and this, da-da-da-da, but also your actions are saying that.

**SPEAKER_4** (1:48)
Like, I know, I know.

**Zee** (1:52)
Binoculars.
Binoculars. It just made me realize that people, people and shit, for real. Like, you know, just because you're friend, I don't want to associate friendliness with fakeness because those are two separate things for me. But if, I don't know, like, why are you wasting my time? Like, you're trying to get to know me, you're trying to hang out, you're trying to be friends. Great, then I'll give the time for you. But you, just because you're doing stuff while I'm not, how do I put this? Just because you might have a higher social standing than me doesn't mean that you get to disrespect me.

**May-May** (2:46)
Well, I think, I think the most, I mean, like you said, the most important thing is time. And it's like, I think there's a difference, like, there's different types of, well, okay, actually, you know, flaking is flaking, I was going to say, would it be different if they told you in a day in advance?

**Zee** (3:03)
Yes, like, if it was prior, and that's what I'm saying, like, this is legit, like, last minute, last minute. And if something happens, right, shit happens in life, like, I don't know, your dog got sick, or you got in a car wreck, or whatever, God forbid, it's anyone from, not that from happening to anyone. But accidents happen, and I'm an understanding person, but you're out. Here's my thing, here's my thing, right? And this has happened to me multiple times in terms of friendship, or people who I hang out with, or whatever. But I know you're doing all these things during the day.

**SPEAKER_2** (3:40)
Cool, good for you.

**Zee** (3:43)
And then when it comes to the time where you had planned something with me for days in advance, you go, oh, actually, nothing, I'm tired.

**May-May** (3:50)
At the last minute.

**Zee** (3:52)
When you know, I'm either getting ready, or you know that I have to have a schedule. You need to book an appointment with me to hang out with me at this point, because it's how crazy my schedule is. So if I'm taking my time, or time out of my busy schedule to hang out with you, I'm not saying you have to respect it, but at least put some respect on just because it's not your time.

**SPEAKER_2** (4:17)
You know what I mean?

**Zee** (4:18)
I don't know if I explained that really well.

**May-May** (4:20)
No, you did.

**Zee** (4:21)
That put me in like a... I felt unwanted, and I felt like somehow I was... I didn't have as much value as this individual. Which is a fucking... It's a sucky feeling to have for anyone. You know what I mean? It's a fucked up feeling to have. So without trying to make it like a follow-up appointment, or follow-up session...

**May-May** (4:51)
Yeah, would it be different if the person was like, hey, I'm actually not feeling good, because sometimes people cannot feel good. And they said, let's reschedule for... Did the person offer a reschedule or no?